Mukudzei then told me not to worry,; he promised to stick
by me. Of course, this time around it was never the same as
before. We loved each other, but our fights intensified. Any
silly mistake, I would be reminded how I went to sleep
around and came back with an unwanted pregnancy and that
he was doing me a favour to love me in that state. Each time
we had such conflicts I would swear that am leaving him
because I did not deserve the belittlement. I would swear, that I
will never look back, but he had ways to get meme to come back to him.
I knew this was a toxic affair, but how was I to leave? At
times, I felt like he had used juju on me, for he would tell me
straight to my face that I would never leave him. I gave birth
to a handsome son, and he celebrated with me and
subconsciously took on the role of the step dadstep-dad. For some reason, I do
not know, my son had his features too. Some of his friends
actually believed it was his son, but well, we both knew the
truth. His cheating never stopped and at times he would
openly talk to me about the other girlfriends, and to be honest,
that never settled down well with me. So, at some point and
time, I made a bold decision to leave but then I would not do
it on a good note. Therefore, I had to put up some psychpsychological
move. I confronted him about one of the girlfriends, asking
him why he was cheating on her if he loved her so much. He
then rudely answered, telling me that it was none of my
concern. I then lashed out at him and asked him to block my
contacts so that we go separate ways and never ever get to