Hi. Hope you were able to sleep last night. I know we agreed to speak on Friday, but I need to ask you to think about whether or not you're willing to actually see me? I'm not disregarding that you want to see me, but for me to work through this, I need to know. My hope is that u can see and understand the value in it, and it doesn't really feel like a sacrifice, but it's confusing and constantly changing.

While it's impossible to predict what will emerge through the process, I need to know where your at on this. We talked about this last night, but my fear get's in the way. It doesn't require a conversation, I'm just asking you to think about it and let me know.